Wednesday, April 17, 2013

Broken


She is broken in a place the world will never see
You can hardly notice that she walks a bit differently
 Zipped slits and buttoned lips fabricate a smooth silhouette
When her life is as torn as triggered land mines
I bet she never imagined she’d be used for Psychological Warfare
Cuz Vaginas are no place for war tactics
And since when did battlegrounds become synonymous with mattresses
I guess her womb was an enemy combatant
Because that’s where they pointed their guns
M16’s ripping the hymen of a girl age16
Her labia’s laden with defending corrupt regimes
As Death Angels enter her Ankh with assassination between the callouses of their hands

We marvel the president-veterans and elect them to the highest office of this country
And ignore the woman of foreign countries whose genitals have been mutilated by boys manipulated into machines of men called soldier
Where masculinity is a thing to be proven, a woman’s pride a thing to be stolen and placed on chains next to the space dog tags hang
Penetration proves your ID valid
Your pallid must thirst to ravage the matron antagonist
Her screams are the reward for Conquering
Trade her innocence for some semblance of democracy
Either way she’s fucked
You’ve stolen the wealth of her womb and the resources of the mother continent
She lays barren on pillaged surface swindled of its worth
They ruined her life as a regiment because that’s what boot camp taught them
Camaraderie in every cataclysmic entry
But soldier, her posterior isn’t as rough as gun butts
Her lilly didn’t asked to be fisted or broomed deep
She can never sweep these memories under the rug or from the forefront of her mind
Like Tribunals do….
Redefine your war crimes! She was not concubine nor collateral, but a targeted victims who hurts worse than dead assailants
Cuz she walks around with mortality hanging from their cervix
Bereavement scars along her breast
Yet she lived out an unachieved death sentence
A genocide with no body toll except the children never to be born...
Who consoles the woman whose clitoris is now in a trophy case
I wonder how many purple hearts are covered with the blood of broken hearts
Woman, the unidentified casualties of war, forced to walk around in their brokenness as soldiers take parts of them for keepsakes
How do you run refugee; when the occupied territory is your body?
Bruised in the name of military expansion and egos
War stories cryptic like codes
Or stories Don’t ask and nobody knows
But she is broken in a place where the world will never see
Because patriarchy dominates femininity.










Monday, April 15, 2013

Day Six: Post (Deniece Williams)

I'm sure this is crazy
But here I am waiting
Signed sealed delivered for you

In my heart I am married
For you I have tarried
To you I will always be true

Though my pious devotion
Flows forth like an ocean
I fear that you haven't a clue

I have dreams of lovemaking
and Black Liberation
And I simply can't share them with you

It don't look like you're trying
No lusting, no pining
I don't think that you like me too

So I'm posted, just waiting
Cause I'm so scared of playing
This game that I typically lose

Day Five: Plus (Creating the Perfect)

Make her beautiful
Fill her with the radiance of
dusky African sunsets
let her warm golden glow spread like
Mississippi rivers
let her soul bring blessings
nurturing waters
incorporate the essence of life
into her very blood and
Make her beautiful
fill her heart with war drums
send Yaa to dance there
give her courage
add unto her grace
May the serenity and assurance
in her stride remind us
that our Lion Queen will
make our victories bountiful
and our backs strong
reverence her
make her occasions holy
bring the earth to the base
of her throne
and rock her core with your
worship
Forget not your sacrifices
bring your offerings of myrrh
ebony, gold, first nectars and honey
burn your sage
lift her
extol her
set her alight and enjoy her
add her to the innumerable heavens
and remind her that the
burn of illumnation
trials by fire
scorch of searing hurts
only serve to refine her
to perfect her ineffaceable image
her eternal highness
which every star has had to endure

pencil problems


damn,
i had really planned to do my homework
but my pencil broke
and as the lead made itself visible to the sun
my motivation hide itself under my urge to take a nap
damn, i had really planned to do my homework

Friday, April 12, 2013

Schizophrenia


Schizophrenia is the black man’s social condition
In a society where he is constantly put at odds with his intuition
Hearing the voices of Kings Warriors and struggle
Moores, Ethiops and Kemetic brothers
Whispering the greatness of his lineage into his backbone
He stands erect unwilling to bow down
Throned in the reality that only exists in his heart and head
Dichotomous with the food for thought fed by a society that can’t hear the years of royalty in his bloodline
Over the shuffling sounds of hate in the redistribution of genealogical lines
He is a shadow that sits in the silent vertex of distant corners
Praying that boring eyes can’t read brain waves
Paranoid that someone might brand him revolutionary and assassinate his brave into the conclaves of the insubordinate
Important to name his theories conspiracies to keep the world from believing in his truth
But brother the world is trying to attack you!  Been coming at you, trying to harm you while telling you your mental is out of order
Claiming that your very being is disorder
And for these reasons no one believes in your abilities to bring home that bacon
Making children of our men and mamas keep ‘em crib laden
Likely to wholly take in your prescribe position
Function with the symptoms
A lifetime as victim
Some tokened in success or push pass their “problem” to make racial progress
But I am certain
Schizophrenia is the black mans social condition.

©Brion Gill 2013

Thursday, April 11, 2013

In Case of Love


In case of love

Go to the nearest mountain top and

Shout

Because your friends are tired of hearing about it



In case of love

Make time to daydream

Try to turn away

When you find yourself smiling

At the thought of him

Your coworkers will think you've gone crazy


In case of love

Find the nearest sign that says

In Case of Fire

And follow the instructions

Because it's pretty much the same

A Story of Two Souls (Hunter/Hunted?)


He felt her

When he met her

Without ever before laying

eye nor hand

upon her flesh

He knew her

Better than he had ever known a soul

Outside of himself
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She saw him

The first time he sat across from her

And asked her name

He glowed like stars and streetlights at dusk

And she knew him

He felt familiar

He felt like....her.
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He did more than want her

He want to be with her

Be in her

Become her

And make her into himself

But he dare not say
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She watched him

The way he charmed his way through any room

And toyed with the idea of him charming her

Into his room

Into his arms

She liked the idea of being close to him

But she couldn't say a word
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Upon chance and certain happenstance

They grew into friends

And bloomed into love

He never said a word

She never made a scene

Just long stares and quiet thoughts

Wondering if the other could

Hear

Feel

See